Tuesday, June 28, 2011


This week definitely holiday for all of Indonesian people. :) Mine is starts on friday :D which  highlighting to accompany Upik during her visit in Jakarta. Yuppieeee...  We are planning to visit Pulau Bidadari on Pulau Seribu and some touristy sites on Jakarta.


Can't waitttttt.....

*after all that ive been through this month, i think i deserve this holiday. Thank's Lord.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Officially moved to Rumah Kutu




Jadi sudah official.
Saya sudah tinggal di Rumah Kutu.

*masih banyak kardus yang belum di unpacking, buat ngantor masih pakai baju seadanya yang ketemu dari kardus2 itu. Kemarin asmanya (nafas bunyi doank sih) sempet kambuh, ga bisa tidur jam 3 pagi, dan merengsek ke kamar sebelah, buka2 kardus buat cari vics :D.

**yang menyenangkan, sekarang sudah bisa nonton StarWorld lagiii :D asyikkk nonton Master Chef Australia :D

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Alhamdullilah

Yes, im going to write it to share to my future me. As I know, the situations that I had this past few days, will gonna come back again in the futre, not exactly the same, but it will be similiar. I know.

As I spoke to myself, what if i just closed myself, forced to open until I came to this point of time. No suffering, maybe. But i dont think i can feel relieve like i got today. The feeling relieve that you know that youre doing the right thing to do, and it comes up well. Not finished yet, but at least, i can surely handle it.

And i had the nice talked with someone I respect so much between these 3 years, and it felt good. Thank you mbanya :)

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Worrying gets you nowhere*

*this is quote from Trinity on her third book.

Yesterday, i was reading my 2002-2003 archives, my first years on blogging, when i was on 2nd & 3rd year of high school. My high school stories, and my memories keeps coming back.

During almost 7 years, there are lot things being going through on me. I always on something, my mother's sick, my ababil love stories, my hard time on college in NL,my wedding preparation.  I always on something that I always begging on God to keep me sane during the process. To keep assiting me during the process.
However, looking back all my situations, I get an conclusion : I always able to going through all my situations. I always receive it well. Not a happy ending, but the situations never get any worse.

Looking back to my 7 years ago, I have (maybe) a better and much spirit to break all the things back then, I have lot guts to get what I want, and maybe worry less than today. Of course, there are lot of improvement as well. I have more empathy today, not that ignorant. I am more worry, because i know my responsibily and aware with the consuquences. I am more calm when i got something that disturbs me, not like before.

Today, i have layers of worries. Worry of this, worry of that. Thinking this and thinking that. Sometimes i just want to mute my brain in order to keep my brains stops thinking my problem for a while. Stop worrying about future and start live my life. Ups and dows are coming together, make my brain can't stop working.

And i was just start thinking, is that become grown-up become this difficult, i feel like i want to crawl & crying on the blanket waiting for my mom coming and kiss my forehead. What a childiss thought, i said.

I am worrying i can't handle the situations, but sometimes maybe what i can do is just wait and see, and doing anything that has already become my responsibilities and my area.

The thought,  owh she can do that, why i can do that as well, also kills me. Baby, you cant always see neighbour's grass is grenner than you are. Dont you feel tired, baby?

But i always, keeping this to myself. Bulan, when your mother passed away and you were on NL, eventhough it was hard, you can take it well. When your mother's sick and you have to face Final Exam, you can take it well too. When your Dad planning to continue his life to the next stage and you got lot of situations going that may lead you to missjudgement, you can take it good. I remember, it was 7 months of worrying and lot of crying, but you can take it well.

This post is to remind me, you've been proof, Bulan. You always can get through for all your situations. So for now, i believe that you can take it good as well. You have all the spirits, you should worry less. You have to try, and i understands, same old same old, you better fails because you tries than fails because you never tries.

I know, you can do it. You always can do it. Thus, chin up and smile up. The problems may not fade away instantly, but there is no reason to give up easily. Give up is so not you.

Thank you my blog, thank you to reminds me to myself back then. My old-me .

this is my self-motivation post.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Rumah Kutu -almost final :D

So...

Rumah Kutu is almost real in few days. Planning to move on Saturday, hope everything will be okay :).
So far, ada beberapa masalah yang jadi concern di rumah kutu :
- Sinyal HP masih banyak blank spotnya. Mudah2an sih bisa diperbaiki dengan bberapa penguat
- Parkir! apalagi hari sabtu dan minggu huuh.. untung skrg udah bisa parkir di basement nya.
- Gas nya belum masuk :( hwaduuhh... Kompor di kitchen set cantik saya masih jadi pajangan berarti :D

Tapi ada beberapa plus nya juga ternyata Kalibata Residence ini :
- Restaurant2 di bawah ternyata membantu buat ibu istri  bekerja seperti saya :D yang menyenangkan sih ada D'Cost di bawah yang harganya super murah itu. Nasi putih aja cuman 100 boo...  Lumayan ga usah masak nasi *istri pemalas* - Sebenarnya sih pengen punya mesin cuci, tapi kata  tukang jualan elektronik di bawah, selain tempat buat naro mesin cucinya ga ada, katanya lebih boros krn harga air disana mahal banget. Hmmm.. Yah, laundry kiloan saya meminta bantuanmu *lagi* *eh ini plus to minus yak?
- Ga usah beli tv kabel lagi, udah disedian dari sana :) tinggal internetnya nanti dipikirkan deh... *Yang mikir sih suaminya saja*
- Karena Rumah Kutu ini sangat petite, daerah buat beres2nya juga ga banyak.. Hore!!! hihihihi

Oh ya, Berikut foto2 perkembangan terbaru dari Rumah Kutu. Can't wait. can't wait :D




Dapur Rumah Kutu, looking nice, eh? :D
 

Lemari + Meja rias dari kamar utama, itu sambil dari kaca keliatan ujung kepala kasur kita

Itu meja tv, disana kita berencana memakai wall paper biar agak artistik dikit :p


Kemarin sabtu kita juga sudah heboh belanja2 buat keperluan si rumah kutu, sampe kita juga niat belanja wall paper buat ditaro di kamar anak/belajar. Abisnya wall paper ini kita abis 250 ribu per roll (emang yang timbul sih, cuman menjret ajah) buat 1 dinding di tempat tidur dan tv aja abis 3 roll. Sementara di Informa kita dapat yang cuman 80 ribu, dan di belakangnya ada kayak tempelannya persis stiker gitu, jadi mestinya bisa yah kita pasang sendiri *pede* :D

Setelah belanja2 heboh yang bikin tabungan miris ituh *curhat* saya pun cuman bisa berdoa.

Rumah Kutu, kalau kamu nanti sudah saatnya disewain atau dijual, kamu bisa banyak menguntungkan kita yaaahhhh. Tabungan kita menipis nih gara2 kamu T-T. Amin....