Turning Thirty-Eight

 I'm turning thirty-eight last week. Somehow, it feels like I'm so ready and no anxiety anymore towards the big 4 in front of me. 

Turning Thirty-eight yet still enjoying the feeling of learning new on everything. Turning thirty-eight yet still happy to put makeup on and enjoying new lipstick that trending on TikTok. Turning thirty-eight and enjoying jokes of genz in Tiktok. Turning thirty-eight yet learining to enjoy exercise. Even I think, this is the fittest version of me. Turning thirty-eight and able to push dumbell 4 kg each and enjoying every sweat. OMG, Me 3 years ago will shock. 

Turning thirty-eight and enjoying company of my small circle of friend and being okay with it. Turning thirty-eight and not really need to keep up with my friends. We all know that we will be there when our friends need us.  Turning thirty-eight and enjoying meet up with long-lost friends, enjoying chatting like we just met yesterday. Turning thirty-eight and investing in slimming clinic because you know, in this age, we need a little booster to our metabolism. But exercise and diet are important as well. Turning thirty-eight and know when we will take a rest because our body will send signals to us. Turning thirty-eight and cutting toxic people happily. 

Turning thirty-eight and be happy with small family. 
Turning thirty-eight and still have a dream to keep on. 
Turning thirty-eight and still begging for same wish to God. 
Turning thirty-eight and finally, be able to being enough with myself. To value myself, to find peace in myself, to feel and being content just being myself and what I was, am, will choose for myself. 

Turning thirty-eight and being peace with my past. Turning thirty-eigh and enjoying celebrating all small wins, because small wins are worthed as well. 

Turning thirty-eight and excited to find what's more in the future. 

Thanks God.Thank you always being kind to me. Thank you for always there.