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20 okt 2003 , 20.45
my mom was passed away,........
i cannot write anymore than this,........

i still cannot believe that............
until the time will answers all,..........

I felt that i lost one of my important part.......
part that always support,give love to me......
the part that i always expect...

but,now, you leave me alone, MOm,...

leave me at earth,.........................................................................


i just want to be moon, who always strong and shine after anything happen to her......
i wish i can,.....................

just want to thanks to all my angels who always support , help, and want listen all my misery.........
all angels that make me can go home to indo,...................

MoM, i'll always miss you and love you so much...........

DREAM what you want to dream
GO where you want to go
BE what yu want to be
YOU HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE AND ONE CHANGE
to do all the things you want to do

my life now:
bangun (tergantung kuliah jam berapa) kalo kuliah jam 9 ,ya.. bangun jam setengah 8,mandi =/- setengah jam ^_^ , makan nggoreng2 dulu setengah jam kurang,
lari2 ngejar bis, kalo banyak waktu oper bis (biar bisnya bisa sampe depan sekolah) ,kalo gak ya jalan2 kira2 10 menit, masuk kelas (ngantuk2) ,istirahat, makan, kalo waktunya lama ya main komputer, masuk lagi,pulang , kalo banyak assignment, di komputer dulu ampe selesai, makan malem, kadang2 main dulu ke kamar tetangga ^^
tidur jam 12-an,........

tp, ini cuman secara general aja loh,....... banyak variasinya kok, tergantung tempat dan waktu aja....
biasanya sih diselingi ama project meeting,jalan2, nginep di uilenstede,etc,etc....

anyway,
happy one month live in netherlands , bulan.....
^^

...dizzy..dizzy..dizzy..

auh kayaknya badanku gak enak banget......
bulan, c'mond........ break it......
shit,........
all is has problem,.....
my live always like that..
everyone live maybe,....

tadi mas netto sms , cerita kalo GSD semakin parah....
Shit, kapan sih teaterku itu jadi lebih baik........

dan, aku dah bingung apa yang harus diceritakan,....
karena kupikir ini masalah waktu,
dan aku sendiri yang harus bisa mecahin itu

dan about 'falling in love' aku gak mau sekarang.........
kayaknya itu bisa bikin tambah ribet,.....
shit!!!!!!!!!

just like the others day

aku tetep:
mikirin mama

mikirin assignmentku
mikirin bahasa inggrisku
mikirin hubungan pertemananku
mikirin hal2 yang aku gak bisa tapi orang lain bisa,
mikirin mau makan apa buat breakfast,lunch en dinner
mikirin gimana bisa buat aku ngerasa santai, dan gak diburu2 oleh keinginanku


Fuh,..... tapi tadi asyik loh, aku ikut cross cultural workshop,...
dan fun banget ternyata acaramya,..
'still have to improve my english,......:)

i know i can....... :)

bulan,
n.b : pingin ngerasaiin falling in love lagi,..... :)